Thursday, October 11, 2007

turning around when i dont want to follow,
shut my eyes to the obvious.
do you want to order me around?
you dont control my reins.
i can kiss concern goodbye.
walk around every bend i want.
can lose myself into oblivion
without your sought after permission.
i will bang the table when i want sound
i will clean my muck on your rug.
i will laugh away your precious care.
i will do what pleases me today.
now im sick of you bossing me here.
and i have the keys to life
i dont need for you to preach me
now that i feel im happy being what i am.
your stares dont scare now
your attitude doesnt deter me.
i live the life i want to live.
and i dont want your indulgence.
i hate what u made out of me.
and i just want to break free.
be what i am what i want to be.
your tears wont break me.
im fed up of giving myself up to you
im not answerable to you.
i dont care what becomes of you
just let me be me.
i dont want to look back on the past.
cuz ur suddenly not there
i hate the word promises
and i loathe to think u exist
i dont ever want to face you now
i can pass you up anyday.
tq......(under construction)